More pictures... better late than never.

The inside of my tent

What I see when I wake up

The outside of my home

View of the yurts

Temple yurt - where people meditate and some classes are held

The walk to the bathrooms and Temple

Inside of "The Matrix" - Where people keep their food

Also inside The Matrix - Computers where we can print homeworks and use the internet

Clothes Lines

Kitchen Yurt

Yo, Gah.

I've absolutely positively loved yoga since I started doing it at 3 Jewels in NYC. It's fun and stretchy - and I'm a strong believer that everything that has the combination of fun and stretchy is a good thing. Examples:

1. Fun Colored Spandex

2. Stretch Armstrong (until the gooey stuff started leaking out...)

3. String Cheese

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If I have a really good class I almost feel high or intoxicated after. But life was busy and I went maybe once a week because I, as a human being, enjoy sleeping and eating dinner. And if I went more than that I would not be able to sleep or eat at regular human sleeping and eating hours. Thank you MSKCC. Now, I am not a "Yogi" but my practice is getting so much better so fast. I feel like you can tell a person is actually good at, and focused on, yoga when they can do the really fun stuff like headstands. 2 days ago I could not do a headstand. To be perfectly honest I still cannot do a headstand. However, I've made a breakthrough and I'd like to share it with you.

Picture it - Diamond Mountain Temple. Kim Siejak on a yoga mat. Preparing to try to do a headstand like usual. Ready to turn into a sweaty, red, struggling little ball of fat unable to do anything that looks like a headstand. Tamara, my yoga parnter for the day, super sweetly encouraging me. Me thinking "yeah, mmhmm, ok, like I'll actually be able to do it. Then I think to myself: Kim, just first picture yourself doing it. (I didn't believe myself) Then I get ready and prepare to come up like I was taught. Then all of a sudden I'm floating up. Seriously, like floating. It seemed so easy to do this thing that I've never before been able to do. But then.. of course.. I floated back down just as quickly. I came right back down because I didn't even know I was doing. I was so shocked by the sensation of this pose actually happening like it was supposed to that I didn't know what was happening. So then I tried again and the same thing happened. Of course, my partner had to help support me and I was still a big ball of sweaty redness after. But still - kinda cool.



I must now go and try to get back to the schedule that I set up for myself for today that is no longer working out. The freedom to do so many cool things here is awesome but it also means that time gets away from you soooo quickly.



Love.

Pictures - Round One

The Nectar Lounge

The Bell and The Outside of the Temple

The Stupa

Yoga Rocks (like the mountains. get it..?)

Greetings Earthlings. I, at times, feel as if I'm on another planet. But its a good planet. Its an awesome planet on which I get to do yoga every single morning for free. And before I do that free-awesome-intense-beautiful yoga I get to meditate in a temple where its quiet. That means there aren't alarm clocks and cell phones and crazy old ladies screaming at you. There is guaranteed silence until 10am. Beautiful, beautiful silence. Its nice when the only noise that may interrupt your meditation is the wind. I've passed the get used to being here stage and now I'm in the holy shit I'm here stage. Everything is wonderful and perfect but it's intense. A lot starts to happen to your mind when you don't have to worry about work and the subway and your plans for the weekend.


Firstly: I don't have pictures yet. Get over it.


Nextly: Nextly is probably not a word.


Next: Vocabulary Lesson.

Lama = Teacher

Rejoicing = Being happy for something good that you or someone else has done or has had happen to to them. It's good to rejoice for the good that you do but even better to rejoice for the good that others do if you're tuly happy for them. (Buddhist secret: If you're truly happy for someone who has done something good to help others you get a piece of their good karma. Holler.)

Seeds = Buddhists say that your mind is watching everything you do like a recording. When you do good things (such as helping others) your mind records it and plants a seed. That seed grows in your mind like a tree until it's full grown. When the seed is full grown it is your karma ripening and something good happens to you that has directly come from that previous good thing you did. When you have patterns of things happening to you a Buddhist would say that you "have a seed for it."

Vocabulary Lesson in Action:

My Lama from New York, Lama Rebecca, is one of the attendants for Geshe Michael (the head Monk of Diamond Mountain) So that means that she is with him for a good part of the day up at the Lama House. The Lama House is at the top of one of the smaller mountains here and is where Geshe Michael and Lama Christie (one of the main teachers at Diamond Mountain) live. It's actually pretty interesting because the house is so old that is was used by the British when they came to kill the Native Americans and steal their land. One of the rooms of the house is made of all stone and has little slit windows where the British would shoot at the Native Americans. Not the place you would think a Buddhist Retreat Valley would be but go figure. Since I'm so close with Lama Rebecca I get to tag along up to the Lama House. So that means I get to chill with the Geshe Michael and Lama Christie on a regular basis. Buddhists say that being around your Lamas is the best thing you can do because they're such Holy people and can plant very, very good seeds for you by just being around them and helping them if they need it. Also, it's good to be around them because everything they say or do could be a form of them helping you with the things you need if you have the karma to get the message. Therefore, I would like to rejoice for the good seeds I must have that let me be so close to my awesome, wonderful Lamas. :o)

Hello from Diamond Mountain!

Tuesday 10/6

I'm here at Diamond Mountain. The rest of the drive to Arizona was phenomenal. When I got to Texas the sky just opened up HUGE and it was so beautiful. And I cannot even describe to you how gorgeous driving in New Mexico and Arizona is. The hills and mountains are all around you and the sky is so huge and blue. It made the drive that turned me into a zombie totally worth it.

Perhaps you can see all of the bug juice on the windshield. RIP little guys... RIP.

My first day/night was totally overwhelming and a little hectic. The tent I bought was way too big for here because of the high winds we get. Now, you might be thinking, oh, ok, its windy. No. It's not just windy - it is INSANE wind. It's died down a little big today but the first night was CRAZY. Luckily my teachers had an extra tent that I can use from when they camped. But for the first night it was too late to go to their storage place and get it out so I had to find other arrangements for sleeping just for the night. I had options. I could have either slept in my car (but there was too much stuff in it) or slept on a couch in one of the rooms where classes are held, or sleep on the trampoline outside of the house my teachers sleep in. I know the smart choice would be to sleep on the couch. But it was my first night here and I was sooo tired and just wanted to sleep and people were still awake in the house. Also, it was my first night in Arizona and the moon was huge and there weren't any bugs that would bite me, etc. So I chose trampoline. It was nice and peaceful and beautiful.... Then the wind started. Again, a smart person would have just gone in the house when the crazy wind that almost blew me off the trampoline started but apparently folks, I am not a smart person. Therefore I stuck it out and stayed outside in the windstorm. I don't know exactly what I was trying to prove or why but I stayed out there. I just pulled the sleeping bag over my head and tried to sleep as much as I could. I survived. Then I ate some oatmeal.

A lot of the people on the campground here keep silence until 10am and its really nice. Not everyone does it and if you talk its no big deal. I've been doing it the past couple days though and I like it a lot. It's just nice to ease your way into the day peacefully. I noticed how quiet it was when I first got here. I parked the car, got out, and just stood there for a minute. Not everyone was here yet so there werent as many people as there are now or there will be at the end of the week - but still. The quiet is seriously amazing. Right now in the Nectar Lounge (a big tent where people eat and hang out and go on their laptops) theres music playing and people talking and hanging out so its not all quiet all the time but you can walk a few feet away if you need to clear your head. Anyway - its just really great.

Today I woke up and showered and then went back to my new home (aka tent) and meditated. Then ate some more oatmeal peacefully in silence. Then I went to yoga which was really great. I did a supported handstand on my first try so that was a little bit awesome. Thank you teachers :-)

Wednesday 10/7

I'm much busier than I thought I would be, which is why I started this post on Tuesday and I'm finishing it on Wednesday. There are just classes to go to and yoga to do and projects to work on. My teacher from New York is also very close with the main teachers here and lets me come hang out with all them so that takes up a lot of time too. But its really the most awesome thing I could be doing here so its totally worth it. I'm actually pretty luck to be new and hanging out with all the teachers eating Mexican food.

I went to pick Molly up from the aiport today. We had some lunch in Tucson and now we're hanging out in the Nectar Lounge which is a big tent set up with couches and chairs and wirless internet and power with which to charge things. They also have food, juice, and soda in here that you can buy. Its a very chill place. Very nice.

I'll stop now so people have some sort of update. Picture will come soon - I promise! I just have to charge the camera and then I'll post again soon. I love you all!

p.s. Welcome to Diamond Mountain Molly!!!!!!!

Adventure #3 - Buffalo, NY to Indianapolis, IN

Playlist: Where Are You Going - Dave Matthews "Are you looking for answers to questions under the stars?"

One thing that you can't help but pay attention to as you drive across the country are all of the billboards. One that caught my eye was a giant one that said "Ice Cream to DIE FOR" with the 'die for' underlined in red. I couldn't help but feel a little threatened. And let me tell you, I did not want to die for ice cream. Also, please behold the photo below:
Ummm. Perhaps I'm immature. No, no, I am immature. But still... change your last name. Or call your RV store something else. Come on, Tom.

Playlist: Run - Ben Kweller "Over hills, over dales, I run with you. Diamond Mountain, through the trails, I run with you... I'm not done with my traveling so lets run"

<-- Shout out to Fred-town.

Another observation: The semis with signs on the back to tell you they make wide turns. My opinion is that if you don't know by the time you have a liscense that semis make wide turns... well, frankly, you shouldnt be driving.

The car is wonderful and marvelous and running well. However, it's not the newest of cars so it gets a little noisy. I don't know whats wrong with it but it seems fine. I mean, it seems like it will make it to Arizona and back. But it does this thing where it growls at you at different speeds. Its at its best between 60 and 70 mph. So I guess its a good thing that it keeps me from speeding too fast. (Be happy about that mom) But because I have that 10mph window it started reminding me of the movie Speed with Keanu Reeves. (which I used to absolutely LOVE watching on VHS by the way)

Playlist: Gods Country - Ani DiFranco "I miss Brooklyn, I miss my crew"

So then I get to Ohio. Ever driven through Ohio? It's boring. Soooooo boring. They are nice though:

When you stop to pee they put the name of the state up on the building in case you've forgotten where you are. (At the time I thought that was funny but by day 3 I realize that someone will call or text me and ask me where I am and I really have no idea - its not as funny anymore. So, really, thanks Ohio) But then the rest of the drive through Ohio consists of a whole bunch of corn and boring. Oh, and if you ever want to go antiquing you should probably go to Ohio, they're pretty serious about it.

Corn and Boring

Playlist: Diamonds on the Inside - Ben Harper "When you have everything you have everything to lose"

For lunch on Day 1 I stopped at a place called North Market. It's like a market with a bunch of different vendors. Haha, actually it IS a market with a bunch of different vendors. I had a delicious hummus sandwich and a got a coffee to go. I got back to my car in the nick of time since I only put one quarter in and my 15 minutes were up. The guy in front of me didn't put any quarters in the meter and I think he got in a fight with the parking police guy (what are they called?) about how he got a ticket. After I saw that I felt bad because I totally could have given him a quarter. Isnt there some movie where someone goes around putting change in expired meters? I think I've seen it but I can't remember what it is. Maybe I'm making it up...

Playlist: The Heart of the Matter - India Arie "I wanna be happily ever after"



Have no fear, I made it through Ohio without dying for ice cream or buying an RV, and I made it to Indiana. I decided to stop for the night in Indianapolis. On the way to the Red Roof Inn (who wouldn't let me have free WiFi but took $2 off the price of my room so I wouldn't go to the Motel 6 next door instead) I passed The Indianapolis Speedway. I wanted to stop and take a picture but I wanted to get to my hotel even more so I didn't. It was cool to see it though. The funny thing is that when I passed by it I thought not about real life but about the movie Cars.

One last note: Indiana at one point told me that it was the "Crossroads to America and the boyhood home to Abraham Lincoln" and I thought to myself "wow, that sure is a lot to put on a sign" and then I immediately thought of the gym titled "24 Hour Fitness Derek Jeter" So I hope that everyone on 53rd and 3rd in Manhattan are enjoying their 24 Hour Fitness Derek Jeter workouts. ;o)

Quick Update

Driving for 8 hours makes me more tired than I thought. By the time I get to a hotel I truly feel that I can do nothing but lay on the bed and stare at the television. I have to get the F out of Missouri though so I can't update fully - I just wanted everyone to know that I'm alive and well. I'm stopping tonight in texas so I'll try to save some energy to update then. I mean - in summary: Buffalo, driving driving driving, funny signs along the road, Indianapolis Speedway, cute movie with the guy with the dimplae chin and catherine zeta jones, driving driving driving, almost died in a rain storm, driving, crying driving, Springfield, Missouri, Waffle House, The Office. I slept waaaaay past when I should have this morning so I truly must go. Just be excited for the details later.

Happy Friday :)